Dear Haddie BO BO,
What do I do when I am consumed with grief for you….
Sometimes I write to you. Sometimes I watch a lot of TV to drown out my thoughts. Sometimes I let it overcome me and I lay down and cry for along time.
Today your sister wanted me to push her around the living room in her little baby stroller. It reminded me of the time that we put you in the baby stroller and Elo pushed you around. It was cute until you leaned forward and the stroller went with you.
|This is what we should be doing.|
In other news I am trying to potty train Elo. Right now she is sitting on her potty chair watching “Olivia” completely naked. It’s quite a funny site and I wish you were here to see it. She is singing very loudly her naked song, “Me naked oh ya oh ya.”
As I was cooking dinner last night I said to your Daddy, “I wish Haddie was here to run into my feet. Or sit in her high chair while I feed her to many graham crackers so I can attempt to cook dinner.” Life isn’t the same without you and we feel it every moment of every day. Nothing is the same with out you here.
Love you Bo Bo,